Recently i've been writing "Why 杏果?, Why?" on twitter
it was after i saw MCZ performances in FNS
At the begining of their performances there is a dance coreography
that makes their already short skirt to move in a way so it will shows their Undergarments.
The camera position is definitely planed/set and timed to take that "moment",
and from an angle that will definitely shown their Thigh and Undergarments.

Why 杏果 ?, why ?, why did you agree to do it...
the posibilities that 杏果 didn't know about it on rehearsal is low
杏果 is almost 23y/o, not a kid that Easily Tricked or innocently do anything your office tells you to do..,.right ?

It really Makes me sad...
杏果 is a very gifted young woman
杏果 skill in singing or Making Music is what 杏果 should have showed in National TV
Reputation as an artist is what 杏果 should build and chase for...

when i was a kid i often asked by people around me(Teacher, Neighbour, Family)
"who is your Idol ?", i answered, My Father,
in my Teen I answered "My Prophet, Muhammad SAW PBUH"

Idol, "The Real" Idol is someone you Idolized,
Someone who you want to be when you grownup
Someone that you respected so much,
Not Because of their Beauty/Handsomeness/Sexiness,
But because of the good deeds that they've done,
the good examples that they have shown,
that makes you want to follow their footsteps, Imitate them, be them.

So 杏果, Please, don't become an Idol that sell/rely on your Sexiness
Please become "The Real Idol", that can give examples to those after you.
Like what you had did at 武道館, or with 小さな勇気 song,
Giving Hope/chance to those kid dancers, and Charity for Earthquake victims.
Please put your Reputation as Hardworking artist, Singer, Songwriter, Musicians
in front of your Beauty/Sexiness.

Some will ask "How Long have you become 杏果/MCZ Fans ?"
"Didn't you know that they have done it many times in the past ?"
I have become 杏果 Fans long enough, and yes i know, but it's all in the past
at that time 杏果 proly did it blindly, Just following order from her office
and it's in the past, "Forget the past, Kill it if you have to, if its the only way so you can move on, and became a better person".
Even if 杏果 was aware of what her office asks her to do,
杏果 was just teen at that time, easily tricked/seduced/sweet-talked(by her office) by fame,
and she have nothing to offer to counter it at that time, but now, now 杏果 has....

ココロノセンリツ EP, 小さな勇気 DSG, ココロノオトAlbum, 武道館 Solo Concert

 

"Me Against the World"...is Literally what i felt when i read all those twitt about FNS in Twitter

I hope there is / will be 杏果 Fans who sees 杏果 as I, and not as some Sexual Object...

"Me Against The World", Figuratively 杏果 is my World atm, but I'm not "Fighting" against 杏果,

God gives 杏果 so Much, a Very Kind Heart, Beautiful face, Beautiful voice, Talent in Many ways,

So please 杏果, Give yourself more Respect...

 

杏果、お疲れ様です
リハ、練習、コンサートの企画とミーティング、頑張って！
ほどほどにやってしてね、無理はしないでください。
風邪をひかないで,気をつけてね。
よく食べてとちゃんと休んでください。

 

何でも善良で楽しいもの杏果今がやってる、応援します♪♡♪

早く寝る、早く起きて、
「早寝早起き病知らず」
よく食べてとちゃんと休んでね、
あなたの体と喉を大切にください。

Ａｄｅａｌｆｉ@有安'sファン