「Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
When you've found that special thing
And when you know how much that means
You're flying without wings」
Flying Without Wings By Westlife
That Something, That Special Things
私にとっては、それは杏果ではない、
しかし、杏果を通して私はその特別なことを見つけました
しかし、杏果を通して、私はその特別なことをもう一度失うかもしれない...
Ironic…But i know my choice…
As Painfull as it may be, I will not lose that special thing again...
I Re-found it during Ramadhan last year
The same time as 杏果's 東名阪 Solo Tour occured
Maybe it's Fate, No, I believe it's fate,
Or Maybe it's God's Joke, even if it is Who am I to Against it….
At that time i was expressing my gratitude to God,
I'm so grateful to God For letting Me Find and Know about 杏果.
What I Found is not a Woman or lover or Fiance or Spouse or Wife
What I Found and Re-Found is My Faith, My Iman
杏果…ありがとう、本当にありがとうございました
That Dance, It Was Beautiful and Artistic,
But What Attracts People to it is not pure 100% from Artistic side
it's more of 30% Artistic and 70% Your Sensuality/Sexuality
And 杏果…You Don't Need to use your Sensuality or Sexual Appeal or Sexuality
Or Your Thighs Or Your Bottoms Or your Bosom to Attracts People….
That Artistic dance and The Tallent Inside you 杏果, Is crying.….
God Gave the Coreographer Tallent to Coreographed that dance
God Gave You, 杏果, The Tallent to dance that Coregraphy
and Yet You Relly on Your Sensuality/Sexual Appeal/Sexuality...
Please Believe in Your Self More 杏果, believe in Your Abitily to Dance, To sing Beautifully
and Stop Relying on Your Sensuality/Sexual Appeal/Sexuality.….
I said this Not Because I Finds 杏果's Body part Unatractive,
Believe me 杏果 You Are Very Atractive young lady that even if you covered all your Body,
and Leave only your Face to be Seen, I still Find You Very Atractive and Beautiful.
杏果…今、私の胸の中はまだ痛いです
世界の一番素敵なLadyになってください
何でも善良で楽しいもの杏果今がやってる、応援します♪♡♪
早く寝る、早く起きて、
「早寝早起き病知らず」
よく食べてとちゃんと休んでね、
あなたの体と喉を大切にください。
Ａｄｅａｌｆｉ@有安'sファン
Ps.
やっぱ, 私のコメントは杏果ブログにサインインされません...sad
I Try more than 100x Yesterday and Today....(T_T)